Thursday, April 30, 2009
Video Thursday
I know 5 minutes of trick bike riding isn't the typical content here, but let's just say I felt like shaking things up today. The stuff this guy does is craZy.
Admins should teach classes??
Regular readers of this blog know that I occasionally divert from the crafty realm and talk about my work life and sometimes mention a colleague that pushes my thinking. Today is one of those days. He wrote a post on his blog 'Talking about teachers when they are not around' In the post he had a decree 'All district employees should teach at least one class to students at all times.' No doubt in frustration after meeting w/admin types who seemingly don't care about teachers or individual students.I believe it's his first year out of the classroom and in a central role. It's a tough transition, one I would have said I remembered well, but my gut reaction...'grr Admin work hard too and teachers don't appreciate it' told me told me it's been a while since I've been in his place. One thing I have learned after 9 years in an administrative role is to beware of knee jerk reactions and too look at all perspectives so I didn't shoot off an email last night, instead rested and pondered and crafted this response and sent via email this am...of course he's a stickler for sharing and collaboration and challenged that I should share publicly. (did I mention he was pushy)
I pondered this post overnight and talked to the dog about it on our walk this am(which is where I usually process your posts/challenges/projects feel free to join me in the field at about 6:45 am to get my thoughts before the school day gets rolling), so here I am fresh from the walk with a response in hand, actually writing before I go in and it gets lost in the 'what so' of the day.
I think this post touches (although in a slightly biased way)of one of the inherent flaws of education...there's always someone to blame. Teachers blame admin for just 'not getting it', not enough resources, etc. Admin blame teachers for not doing their job. Teachers blame other teachers...'math teacher has no idea what it's like to spend the night grading papers' and if those don't work we can always blame the student.
But at the end of the day there are still 1000s of students who are not engaged learners. So it is up all of to us to use our skills sets where they are best served, and in some cases that means teaching, in others working on the bigger picture. And maybe just because I know more than a few admins who I would be scared, for the student's sake, if they taught a class I don't think your solution, although Utopian sounding, is the right one. What they lack in teaching skill, these same admins have an excellent ability to see the big picture, to negotiate with vendors, to handle the upper level politics also inherent to education. What I do think is that all stakeholders should have meaningful interactions with students and faculty on a regular basis and if you meet with an admin and ask when was the last time you talked with a student and they can't answer that's a problem.
'I cannot wait to leave places when others are complaining about the rogue teachers who are pushing the boundaries of what is acceptable in the district.' I bet this is frustrating, would that more of my teachers push the boundaries, be solution oriented, etc. Instead the ones I complain about are those that don't, those that cannot explain in specifics why 1/2 of their students are failing and what they plan to do about it; those that cannot tell me without looking at their notes and even then maybe not with certainty who is on track to graduate. This is what I find frustrating and keeps me awake at night. If they don't get it, how are the students going to get it? What can I do to support the teacher who doesn't what to/think they need support? Some days I feel like I'm surrounded by the 'we can't...' and would gladly trade for boundary pushers.
Why is it that the perspective changes so drastically when kids are removed from the situation, making someone believe that they know better than someone that is with the kids? They don't know better, but the perspective does change when your talking about all the students in a school or district. It's my hope (and I may be living in what Tina calls my 'lala' land) that at the level you are working with they're looking at the big picture...3000s kids, 40,000 kids and as much as teachers struggle in their classrooms to find the 'key' for any given student think about finding the resources for all 40,000 and knowing, just as a classroom teacher does, that what works for one will not necessarily work for another, yet we're still responsible to stakeholders for finding large scale answers and resources. I hope that those you are working with feel this weight, even if it's not visually apparent, I know I do. And what an admin position lacks in the physically draining aspect of day to day teaching, at least for me, has 3x the emotional drain. Throw this into the mix with the teachers I referenced above and you know why I look at you with glazed eyes first thing in the morning.
Now a few hours hours later I'm still thinking, I didn't really offer a solution. No doubt there needs to be mutual respect and admiration, but how is it gained? Administrators at all levels through superintendent should have opportunities in which they have meaningful long term relationships with students...teaching a class may not be the option, but what about mentoring, special programs, etc? I agree that it should be more than a casual tour through or a one time conversation. But what of teachers having a greater understanding of the administrative role? How do we get there? I had typed out a bunch of snarky suggestions of things I've had to do over the past 9 years that never crossed my mind when I was in a classroom, but snarky comments only contribute to problem and don't help. So teacher friends/colleagues...What say you?
Monday, April 27, 2009
Monday Quote
Sienna is always like sunshine in a bottle to me, even when she's sick like she was last week she can make me smile. Looking at her in these pics also helps me keep a positive attitude about the crappy weather(snow on April 27, hello!)
Patterned Paper: Making Memories(blue flower, green print), Imaginisce(yellow, orange)
Cardstock: Prism(nat. smooth) Bazzil(Red Swiss Dot)
Embellies: October Afternoon(journal card), Scenic Route (circle sticker), Making Memories(Ticket)
Alpha: Quickutz Sugarsweet love this font!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Do you know about...
Check out the home page...you can set your charity of choice and download an extension that will make it the default search on your browser. Granted we're talking pennies per search, but if you use the internet like I do all those pennies can start to add up.
There's also the partner site, Goodshop, for all of you internet shopping junkies, if you start your search and purchase from select vendors your charity gets even more money. Bonus! Plus sometimes they have special deals, coupons, and discounts just for Goodshop users.
So what are you waiting for???
Ok PSA time over, back to work...
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Finally!
after months...ok years...of saving and a little help from my tax refund...this bad boy came home with me. Hallelujah! I went back and forth and while the PC pulled close, at the end of the day I'm so happy to continue my love affair with these fantastic machines. So the rest of the weekend will be sent transferring files, downloading apps and breaking this puppy in. I hope this one lasts as long as my iBook that has served me well the past 5 years.
Easter Pics
Mary had been practicing 'egg hunts' with Sienna for a couple of weeks so by the time the big day came she was a pro at finding and hiding.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
5656*
Yesterday was one of those days...a morning training on stuff I already knew and then a trek downtown to a 'see and be seen' meeting. Note the afternoon meeting was not a 'let's chat a little after the meeting' and as such, we planned on bolting right away lest we get caught up talking to people we don't really want to talk to...ah educational politics there's nothing quite like it...I made myself feel better by telling myself the other parties were probably relieved as much as we were, that we bolted.
Only one problem with the listen and run plan...I needed to go to the bathroom, I mean really, really needed to go, the meeting was so packed there was no way I could get up and out to go...I had been in a holding pattern for about 45 min. I felt an instant rush of relief when the meeting wrapped up and my bladder could feel it too, but we didn't want to use the restrooms in the office for fear of getting caught up in previously mentioned conversations...no problem this is a big building we'll just use the bathrooms in the lobby. Down 17 floors we go, my bladder is about to burst and guess what...no bathrooms on the lobby level. ACK! Time for plan C...
We ride the elevator up a floor get out an see a sign for women's restrooms finally! But could it be that easy oh no...the bathroom was locked...this bathroom has a key code on it. Seriously a key code! I notice it's just down the hall from the Colorado Offices of Public Utilities, so I pop in and ask to use the restroom. The lady says there are no public restrooms in the building. I found it funny that a building that is called the Civic Center Building and houses many state offices had no public restrooms. So I called her on it and I said I see there's a bathroom just down the hall. 'Well that's only for people in this building'....'I am in this building, I had a meeting at XXX on the 17th floor, thought there would be a bathroom in the lobby'...she again tries the 'only if you work here speech' to which I just about completely lost it...in more ways than one given my condition... you're the office of public utilities hello! and I am clearly not a vagrant off the street(and even if I was I think you should still let a person use the restroom)...do I need to show you my tax returns? twitter Gov. Ritter? really what does a girl need to do to use the restroom and while it's true all these thoughts were flowing I was able to channel my 'kill more flies with honey than vinegar smile' and instead I implored to a sense of human decency, and perhaps a 'not so subtle' non verbal threat that if she didn't give me the darn code she may have to be calling a cleaning up crew, to which she finally relented and gave me the magic code.
So if you find yourself at the end of the 16th street mall and in need of a decent(no not clean as you would think it would be since they're so protective) restroom, go to 1560 Broadway aka Civic Center building and enter this code. 5656*
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Fast Friday
Stamps: Stamping Bella (walkabella)
Colors: Copics
Patterned Paper: Bella Blvd
Ribbon: JoAnn's
Cardstock: PTI(white) and Prism (black)
Speaking of fabulous cards...tomorrow is the big 'pop-up' frenzy at Scrapbook Destination. Mother Nature and her' storm that never came' got in the way last week; even though it was a bummer it gave us to time to make our projects extra fab.
We're using the new sizzix dies designed by Colorado's own amazingly brilliant Karen Burniston. Yes, those dies you've seen in the magazines and on TV in our store with the originator. Check out my cards...and everyone else's on the store blog and if you're in the area stop by tomorrow and make some.
Now I'm off to spend a wild Friday night prepping all the cards...talk about a labor of love.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
It's Baseball Season
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
What's your sign...
this is really a catch up post, a layout I made for a journaler's challenge a couple of weeks ago but life got in the way of me sharing it here...oh well better late than never...right? the theme was to journal about your astrological sign, for me that's Leo...and how I don't always fit the Leo script.
Patterned Paper: Creative Imaginations
Diecuts: Fancy Pants(Journal Spots),My Minds Eye(Live Out Loud), Making Memories(tiny alphas)
Alphas: Making Memories
Flowers: Making Memories(Orange and Blue), Hobby Lobby(Brown)
Buttons: Making Memories
Monday, April 06, 2009
Monday Quote
Sienna is all about attitude these days, I believe such an independent spirit will serve her well as she grows, even though it may make for difficult days for those tasked with raising her. I made this layout for the journaler's challenge to journal with a question and answer. Design was lifted from this layout by Joy Uzarraga. I loved the tree in her layout, so much so I was tempted to make a late night run to 'Archrivals' to get it, but decided to draw my own instead.
Patterned Paper: My Mind's Eye
Cardstock:Bazzil
Buttons: Making Memories
Ribbon: Fancy Pants
Alpha: QK Jaqueline
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Sunday!
I'm really trying to tune out my brain that keeps wandering to next week's to-do list...if a period of blogging and twitter fun don't work, I'm going to have to resort to more desperate measures...there's nothing like an 'un'healthy dose of reality TV to calm to brain.
How about a layout...that's why you come here after all right? (really it's ok to admit it) I think that the new Cosmo 'Girl Friday' line is quickly becoming one of my all time favs. Pinks, aquas and red, with just enough mix of kitsch and vintage vibe to make me smile and not want to run and scream as some previous cosmo lines(or the new sass, sorry I know many of you looooove it) have made me want to do.
I know, Blah, blah, blah, get to the layout already...here's the first of no doubt many layouts to come using these papers...just realized how bad the lighting is in this photo, darn, I would redo but the page has already made it's way to the store.
Patterned Paper: Cosmo Cricket-Girl Friday
Cardstock: Prism(natural smooth, yes that how bad the photo is, cream looks like white) Bazzil(red, scallopped edges...love these don't know why I don't use them more)
Flowers: Making Memories
Alpha: QK Roxy
Have a great week, I set a goal to blog more often, wish me luck...
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Quick Layout
Stickers went on, the came off, then back on, then off and buttons...I know you're shocked that buttons appeared...and texture added to the title letters and voila:
Patterned Paper: heehee it's a trick, there is no PP on this layout
Cardstock: Bazzil
Stickers: Basic Grey(Urban Prarie)
Label: My Mind's Eye
Diecuts: QK (Diesel font embossed with swirl embossing folder)
Buttons: Making Memories
Friday, April 03, 2009
I'm Alive
Even though it's not Thursday, I couldn't let the week go without sharing a video...
What thoughts went through your head? What does it mean to you as a parent? as an educator? as a human?